8/8/2004 - Tired Again

I am weak. I have been getting weaker over the past couple days. Sinking into an illness. It's painful, I'm dizzy, it's very hard to eat, and even harder to carry on with anything resembling my daily life.

And now... it has been harder than ever to accept that I walked away from her. I do, though. I accept it. It's what needs to happen. But I finally noticed some words today that I had heard before...

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

If it were easy to do the right thing, everyone would be doing it.