9/6/2004 - Counter

I added a counter yesterday, so I wanted to point out to everyone that the total hits is "as of 9/5/2004". I don't want anyone to think that I've gotten 30 hits total in the past two months.

I'm obviously not bringing down servers with my overwhelming traffic, though.

Now, I'm bouncing around the idea of having a direction to my writings. I read some writings of Tucker Max yesterday. If you don't know who Tucker Max is, please don't go try to find out. I direct that to Boo, if you are reading this. Please. Tucker tells extremely graphic stories.

However, here's what I got out of Tucker's stories. There is a consistent theme. Tucker has his own distinguishing artistic style. His writings are pure yang.

I wrote an incredibly long post yesterday, explaining my motivations, my background, and my direction. My computer locked up before I finished, and I think that I was being directed by a force bigger than myself to not over-explain.

Brevity!

However, I will give a quick summary of each point.
Background : I was always a really shy guy. It was more than normal anxiety. I really missed out on a lot of great stuff.
Motivation : I don't like being shy. I think that interaction with other people is the best part of life.
Direction : I'm going to identify whatever great stuff I think I missed, and do it (to the best of my ability). And I'm going to tell everyone about it.

My writings aren't going to be graphic like Tucker's, so don't come here looking for stories of my sexual conquests. What goes on behind closed doors stays behind closed doors. However, I will identify things, such as asking out that cute waitress last Saturday night, and I will do what I can to follow through on them. And I will tell you all what her reaction is when she finds out that I have three children.

One motivation is to do this stuff for myself. Another motivation is to do this so that others who are tired of living more in the Cyber World than the Flesh World will get a little of their own motivation.

I'll try not to be too introspective, since sitting and being introspective is what's got me where I'm at. It's time to cut that out.